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[10 Apr 2009|08:29pm] |
Ooh, yikes, the gears in my head are turning, turning, turning, and I am starting to think things that I think are weird things and they are cluttering up the other things that I think about so now it's a massive, writhing mass of thinging thinks.
Um, what?
I want to do a large-scale apocalypse of the things that are associated with me. Like, my DeviantArt? I've been thinking about taking that damn thing down because I have no interest in it anymore. I don't feel like exhibiting any of my new art, and I don't have any attachment to the old art so the wrecking ball's up and ready when I finally come to a decision. Hm... And then there's this LJ... Again, obsolete. Serves no purpose. It rots here, neglected, and I just want to put it doooowwwnnnn.
Oh... Now the weird thoughts in my head have all vanished. Now I need to draw. I don't know why, but I have a sudden urge to draw.
Draw, draw, draw. Here's this thing I drawred some time ago.
It's Tifa, btw. A very bad Tifa, but...
TITS. Mm'kay.
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[02 Apr 2009|06:03am] |
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DAMMIT, EVERYBODY! STOP APRIL FOOLS-ING MEEEEE!
I'M GULLIBLE!
FUCK YOUUUUUUU!
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[06 Mar 2009|12:12pm] |
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Life update & stuff that happened that was kinda interesting but may not actually pique your interest but whatever because you smell like nacho cheese and stuff:
- Right, what was I getting at?
- Oh, uh... Lessee. College still going alright. Some ups, some downs, some stress-related breakdowns
- Family-owned coffee shop doing pretty well despite economic situation. We truckin' on
- Love life is mediocre at best, but since when do I start talking about that? HAHA
- Mexican immigrant with no driver's license, no American ID whatsoever, and no ability to even speak English rear-ended my brother's car while I was in the front seat. Neck hurt. Went to chiropractor for nearly a month to get me all fixed up. Got moniez
- Used majority of that moniez on building new amazing computer so no more crappy laptop dependence
- Working hard to earn some money without actually, y'know... working... HAW HAW THE ECONOMY
- New LG Chocolate 2 phone. It's great
- My Jindo, Beni, killed a cat in the yard... It made me very depressed :(
- Dad bought a PS3 to watch Blu-ray movies, but still can't get the hang of using the controller as a remote. It's hilarious to watch
- Ate spoiled chapchae noodles, then had an adventure throwing up the contents of my stomach that day. Will probably not touch chapchae again for a while :(
- Addicted to Kyochon Chicken
- Sitting here with a laptop in the college's student lounge, waiting for my project buddy to show up since we agreed on meeting here by noon and it is 12:28 PM right now... >:x Fuck you, Joe!
- I hungee
Seriously, if that fool does not get here by 1:00, I'm not going to share my candy with him anymore.
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[01 Sep 2008|12:20pm] |
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I'm drinking it right now. At my family-owned coffee shop. It sells like hotcakes!
I'm going to disappear again from the Interwebs. Why is it that all the drama comes at me like a bullet train when I'm 19? I thought this shit was supposed to come in, like... middle school or, AT LEAST, high school. :(
Tama's Status:
1. Still haven't gotten a job. I'mma just about to give up on ever attaining that $1, 200+ computer I had wanted to build.
2. School's started. I got geology, philosophy, art history, and American history. No qualms with any of 'em except philosophy. I'm no good at structuring arguments and all that bullcrap. :\
3. A-ha's "Take On Me" has just started playing for the second time today. I love this song.
4. Lapsing in and out of some kind of inferiority complex-induced depression. It's bugging me.
5. Uhh... Dongs.
Soooo, yeah, I think that's it. As a parting gift, here's Rasher from Animal Crossing. He and Ruby are the neighbors I've managed to keep with me from when I had originally moved in Happyton (my town) in Wild World, and I cherish them both. Especially Rasher. He always wears my shirt designs and keeps telling me how much he loves 'em! <3 Bit of a grouch at first, yeah, and I did NOT like him at all, but he grew on me once you get to see the brighter side of him. He used to say "swine" after every sentence he said, but I now have him saying "stabby"... because... he must've been in a knife fight at one point. Where the Hell did that scar come from?
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[16 Jun 2008|11:22am] |
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Some weird Feng Shui master came to our house yesterday... My parents are Buddhists so I guess they believe in this weird stuff, like... "waterline" or "water energy" or some weird energy that's being distorted by the arrangement of the furniture in my room. In any case, the guy basically woke me up in the morning by stepping into my room, marking the areas of distorted energy, and then leaving. When I stepped out to see wtf was going on, the guy asked me to come over, felt the pulse in both my wrists, and used this weird crystalline dangly thing on my hands. Hell, he even asked to inspect my tongue...?
Anyways, turns out that the areas he marked was basically the exact spot I sit over to use my computer. Mom explains that this might explain my irritability and tiredness whenever I sit in my chair to use the PC. Now she's going to go through the massive hassle of moving me into my brother's now empty room so that I could receive positive energy.
I'm kind of skeptical, but at the same time, I really, really, really would like to move to a larger room. My room is tiny, cramped, and does irritate me somehow. Maybe this will be a good thing.
In other news, I just threw up a little and it burned so horribly. Stupid stomach acid...
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| Need computer-savvy people! |
[30 May 2008|10:40am] |
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Because I think I did something stupid and now a site won't load for me.
What happened: My friend wanted me to check out her PHP skills or something and tried to have me log in to her... site? Like, a pop-up came up asking for a username and a password (I assume only for admins to log on), and it was all official-looking and stuff. Basically, I didn't know the password and so I kept clicking on the Cancel button, but the pop-up kept coming back up until I began clicking rapidly. Eventually the pop-up did go away, but... now I can't connect to the site at all. Firefox keeps telling me that the connection keeps timing out and IE can't seem to find the site, even though it's there and others can connect to it so I'm wondering wtf just happened and how can I fix it?
What I've tried: Tried clearing my history (EVERYTHING), tried using a different browser, tried using a different COMPUTER, tried having my friend check if the site banned me or something (it didn't), and... that's all I tried.
Does anybody know how to fix deeeees?
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| REMONS... |
[10 May 2008|03:30am] |
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Not much to say. :D Thank you to those who've expressed concerns aboot my little emo outburst there. The situation has been dealt with so no worries.
Y'know, I'm growing fond of my bizarre fashion of drawing... myself. Back in the days when I doodled myself with eyes half the size of my head, I wanted to convey a sense of... "cuteness"... In a way, I guess my mannerisms were childish enough to be considered cute to some people. I don't want to seem like a narcissist or anything though. HAHA.
Then I gone and growed up.
My self-caricatures began to evolve into something a little less "cute" and a little more "TEEF". I guess I subconsciously realized that I can no longer maintain that childishness I had back then. I became more... uh, goofy. Less of that POPROCKSINSANITY, more of a refined goofiness. I'm quite grateful for the change though. It's refreshing to just be myself without having to waste so much energy in random fits of wackiness. What the Hell were those "random fits of wackiness"? No clue, but they came 'n' possessed me 'n' they happened. I can't imagine just how much I'd hate my younger self if we were standing face-to-face; I'd probably slap her and yell, "SHUT THE HELL UP, YOU HYPERACTIVE LITTLE BOOGER."
God, she embarrasses me.
In any case, it's time for less reflection and more art experimentation. Tally ho!
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[30 Mar 2008|12:21am] |
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Time for a list of things that suck! Disagree with some of these things that suck? Tama cares not for these things suck and infuriate her.
1. Lack of motivation for art
2. Modern cartoons (this definitely includes anime)
3. Final Fantasy 7 and up (with the exception of FFT)
4. 18 gauge galvanized wire
5. Boyfriends
6. Dog bites
7. People with superiority complexes on the Internet (LOLOLOLAUGHABLE)
8. Insomnia
9. Games that are cool that ended with an obvious hint for a sequel, but the games that are cool didn't actually sell very well thereby snuffing out much hope for promised sequel. (No One Lives Forever and Psyconauts falls under this...)
10. The US economy because I can't seem to find a job
11. Lack of fun things to do when utterly bored
12. Gaia Online :(
13. DeviantART
14. People who give themselves really weird Japanese names for some stupid reason?
15. Plastic sporks (because they can't stab anything properly)
16. SUVs (I drive one...)
17. Sore arms
18. Bell peppers
19. Games that are really fun and really cool and really addicting, but also really short (DAMN YOU, PORTAAAAAL!)
20. Companies who shit out FPS war games because it "sells"... *GAG*
Done. I think I'm going to reinstall Diablo II now due to a horrible fit of nostalgia. Is someone willing to dust off their copy as well and play with me?
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| TRIPPY! |
[05 Dec 2007|09:55pm] |
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I just saw Paprika. With my parents. They were TOTALLY tripping out. I was just... "WHOOOOOOAAAAA." Man, Hayashibara Megumi is so talented.
I also just saw Shrek the Third. It was cute. It was funny. I LOL'd at some parts (which is fairly difficult for a movie to make me do, trust me).
On a totally separate note, I'm stressing out because of all these final projects/papers due next week. Then I have to study for three final exams. Then... after all that...
I'll be free.
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| Real news this time! |
[22 Nov 2007|09:47am] |
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Okay, so... You may or may not know this, but I enjoy playing pet sites although I've only seriously played Neopets for a long while. I've stopped in the recent years, but when I got that urge to see how Neopets was doing, I found that I was locked from my accounts due to some security measure they have which is real, real stupid. Then James went up to me and was, like, "HAY GO HERE" and directed me to Nutrinopets. Intrigued, I joined and saw that it was privately owned as opposed to Neopets (which is owned by Viacom). I was surprised to find that many of the staff members were either younger than me or my age... and that James was a paid artist.
What a fascinating job! I WANT TOO.
And now I am.
Har, so they opened up applications for item artists, I applied, and then joy ensued. :D So drop on by if you wanna play! Warning: There are no Flash games or... ANY games whatsoever. Hahaha... Still, you might like the community!
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| AYYYYYYYYYYYIIIIEEE! |
[21 Nov 2007|02:23pm] |
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NEW PUPPY. HERE, HAVE A PICTURE.
His name is Kobi. This makes a grand total of THREE DOGS in the house: Mimi, Beni, and Kobi.
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[20 Oct 2007|03:03am] |
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SOUND THE FEASTING HORN! |
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Pomegranate has a pH of an estimated 3.0 or something...
I just ate half of a pomegranate's worth of pomegranate seeds.
My tongue kinda tingles...
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[11 Sep 2007|02:22am] |
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Bold ones you've tried. I'mma heart the ones that YOU SHOULD FUCKING EAT.
1. Fresh fish <3
2. Lobster<3
3. Steak <3
4. Thai food
5. Chinese food <3 (Depending on which kind.)
6. Ice cream
7. Pizza
8. Crab
9. Curry
10. Prawns
11. Moreton Bay Bugs (... wut?)
12. Clam chowder
13. Barbecues
14. Pancakes
15. Pasta
16. Mussels
17. Cheesecake <3
18. Lamb
19. Cream tea
20. Alligator (WUT?)
21. Oysters
22. Kangaroo (WAIT, WUT?)
23. Chocolate
24. Sandwiches
25. Greek food
26. Burgers
27. Mexican food
28. Squid <3
29. American diner breakfast
30. Salmon <3 <3 <3
31. Venison
32. Guinea pig (WAIT, WTF!?)
33. Shark
34. Sushi <3
35. Paella
36. Barramundi
37. Reindeer
38. Kebab
39. Scallops
40. Australian meat pie
41. Mango
42. Durian fruit
43. Octopus <3
44. Ribs
45. Roast beef
46. Tapas
47. Jerk chicken/pork
48. Haggis
49. Caviar
50. Cornish Pastry
I wish they had more Asian food-stuffs in this list. Then I could type in ginormous bold text for you to EAT SOME KOREAN BARBECUE SHORT RIBS ALSO KNOWN AS KALBI!
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| I NEED HALPZ |
[07 Jan 2007|02:35pm] |
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Whoever's good at layouts, plz help me? :D I got sucked into playing another virtual pet site and, NO, it's NOT Neo-effin'-pets. It's somethin' smaller, more convenient, and more comfortable. Plus it's not run by corporate suits. Just this 24-year-old nice lady. HAHAHA.
Movin' on. I gots myself this site. It needs layout-y goodness. I suck at layouts. Srsly. I just drawr things.
You do this for me and I do anything for you! Like... drawr or something? Or I wubbu lots or I... bake you a cake. I dunno. O__O
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[31 Dec 2006|06:26pm] |
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Um... I want to do a voice post 'cuz all the cool kids are doing it. Plus, I think you guys deserve to hear the hyperness in my high-pitched, squeaky glory.
SO WUT U THINK? Could get that "PLUS" account and have to endure these ads on the side of my SCREEEEN? Y/N/MAYBE? Do reply, thankee.
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| Oh, I forgot'd! |
[25 Dec 2006|07:50pm] |
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The 23rd was my birfday. I went and watched Eragon with tons of friends. The movie was horrid. I don't care what you say; it was not good.
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| Blar! |
[20 Dec 2006|12:40pm] |
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I'm so hip now, guys! I got myself a WHITE LG CHOCOLATE PHONE. It's fun. It's fun and it's pretty and sleek and quite... hip. Frickin'. HIP. Like, it's SO hip, you don't even know what hip means anymore! YEAH.
My friend has a black one and my mom wanted a red one... until I told her that only cool kids get the Chocolate phone and that she's too old to become a hipster. Then she agreed 'cuz she didn't need a part MP3 player, part phone hybrid with an awesome camera and a touch-sensitive pad. She just thought the red one was purdy. I'm, like, "WHITE IS WHERE IT BE AT... HXC!!!"
... Lawlz. HxC... I miss Yuk... I wish he would come back to TFC and play with me.
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